I need advice... help please?

Ok so i need help my friend is causing me so much confusion and pain





my friend is the only one who knows im gay and he has known for about 4-5 months now.well i love him as in LOVE LOVE him. i have told him i loved him twice already but he says hes straight. though he confuses me so much because he lets me lay on him rub his chest stroke his hair and recently he let me ummmm suck him.





recently he got into a fight with his girlfriend and they separated for like a few days(1-3). today they got back together and it hurt me so much o.- . and everytime i say i should be happy for him and i should just give up on loving him a little voice or feeling inside of me says not to give up .....well it just frustrates me that i will never most likely be with him and i cant give up loving him the way i do . i just need adviceI need advice... help please?
You mean, SUCK, suck him?





If that's the case I doubt he's just straight.





If you truely love him, and it's unrequited love, there's nothing you can do, except wait until you find the person who really loves you back.I need advice... help please?
im telling you know if he is letting you do those things he isnt straight;you need to have a deep convo with him and tell him everything


if he still says no then break away from him bc the pain will only grow; when he decides to get married ; kids etc